That one TSgt at Nellis AFB

ICYMI, a TSgt stationed at Nellis AFB decided to post a public rant on FaceBook Live about her disrespectful “black female” subordinates. If you haven’t gotten the chance to see this video, you can watch it here.

While I chose to create a post about this incident, I do not intend for my post to perpetuate her internet fame. Rather, I’d like to use this as some sort of teaching tool since I could think of no better way to teach my Airmen about proper internet etiquette. And, yes, I am upset that there are members of the same Air Force that I currently serve in, who are higher ranking than me, and who do not show the same level of “good order and discipline”. However, this fact does not mean that should follow their lead and abandon the Air Force core values that are ingrained in me. At the end of the day, I still have Airmen that are under my supervision, who look to my for guidance and an example of what they ought to become in the future as leaders.

With that being said, lets go over the important lessons this video has to offer all of us.

#1 – NEVER air out your dirty laundry

Quite an obvious thing to do, but I’ve realized that common sense is not so common now-a-days. A LOT of my friends air out their dirty laundry all the time on their FaceBooks, and that’s okay, but this isn’t something you’d typically see me doing. Despite my outward personality, I am a fairly private person; I don’t like to publicly state my problems on Facebook unless I have a truly valid reason. I feel like it has to do with a level of maturity, but I’m also not saying that my friends who are okay with doing this, are immature. To me, it just seems better to figure things on your own, or fight your battles quietly instead of having everyone in your business.

#2 – Race has nothing to do with anything

I absolutely hate how she calls out a particular group of people in this rant. My husband and I both agree that, if she decided to leave out a particular race and a particular group of people, maybe her rant would’ve been taken in a whole different manner. Instead, she will be forever known as “that racist TSgt”. It truly doesn’t matter if is was or wasn’t before she made the decision to make this video. This is what she will be known for, and quite frankly, race has nothing to do with the way that people treat their higher ups. In ways, I felt personally offended by this video, not because I belonged to the targeted group (because I’m not a black female), but because I’ve had a variety of Airmen under my supervision from different races. Not once have I encountered the same problems that she did. Yes, I can relate to the derogatory “yes ma’am” that she mentions, but, as an NCO, I nipped that in the bun. I actually took the time to pull my Airmen aside and counseled them, and ascertained whether or not they meant it in a disrespectful manner. And if they were being disrespectful to me, I counseled them because I am the NCO and I am the leader… which leads me to #3.

#3 – She is the leader, and they are the followers

As an NCO, she has the authority to counsel and administer administrative punishments (MFRs, LOCs, LOAs, LORs…. basically, paperwork) to her followers that are not abiding to the standards of the Air Force/military or the ones she set out for them. Soooooo, maybe the problem isn’t with her Airmen; maybe the problem lies within the leader, which is her. One of the main points that I make with my Airmen when I conduct their initial feedbacks is that we are all professionals in the profession of arms. We are all adults, and we should conduct ourselves in that manner. I don’t care if they have “beef” with someone else at work because at the end of the day, the mission comes first, and sometimes we have to work alongside people we don’t necessarily get along with or like. Just because they work with someone they don’t like, doesn’t mean that they have to hang out with them after work. I tell them to leave their personal problems at the clinic doors when they report for duty. Also, our job as NCOs is to not be “best friends” with our troops. Yes, its a HUGE bonus when you can be on a relate-able level with your Airmen, but it won’t be like that in every instance. Sometimes we have to be that asshole and correct them when they’re wrong. And on the flip-side to that, if you counsel your Airmen correctly and fairly, yeah they’re going to be upset/mad/pissed off at you, but the intention is to correct them and hope that they understand where they went wrong.

#4 – “I’m trying my best to hold my professionalism with them”

Everyone who has watched this agrees that she obviously didn’t hold any amount of professionalism once she decided to made this video. This goes with #1 and #3 in this post. I’ll admit, there have been plenty of times that I felt my professionalism kind of slip because I couldn’t handle a situation, but my thought process is to consult with someone of higher ranking than me that I could trust. Mentors make all the difference in a leadership world… And while I mention this fact, it further irritates me that she even thought to do this when leaders are constantly told to bounce ideas off of each other. Which is the same truth for problems they encounter in the leadership role.

#5 – R-E-S-P-E-C-T, find out what that means to… your Airmen 

My Airmen and I have had a few informal mentorship moments about “respect” after they saw this video. This also bounces off of #3, when I mentioned administering punishment fairly. My Airmen know that I hate giving out paperwork, but they also know that if I have to, there’s a very good reason why; I’m transparent with them. My Airmen also know that if they have a problem, they can come talk to me… within reason, and its not about something that makes me a mandatory reporter. Respect for a leader begins with trusting them, and you can bet that those under her have no respect for her whatsoever; beit before OR AFTER this video. If she has that many problems with her Airmen not “showing her respect”, or the proper respect she feels so entitled to, maybe it is because they don’t trust her at all… Respect is not an entitlement at all, its definitely earned.

#6 – Preventing a fight club

If she feels there is THAT much hostility in her workplace, its seems like she should probably call on some type of mediation with her Airmen. As I write this post, I don’t claim to be a perfect NCO myself, because I know that I am definitely not. Although I try to strive for perfection, I know that there are areas that really need some improvement when it comes to leading people. The last clinic I ran at my last base was probably my most challenging, but has given me a lot of valuable lessons, to include calling for some sort of mediation – something’s gotta give at one point, and it shouldn’t be your Airmen’s morale or well-being. Just because I am a leader doesn’t mean that I can handle every situation that comes my way, and I do need some assistance from my supervisor or supervisor’s supervisor.

#7 – Be careful of what FaceBook groups you join

This fact isn’t publicly highlighted in this video, but the TSgt decided to post this video in a group called “Nellis burn book”. There have been some claims circulating that she is one of the group’s monitors, which gives me knots in my stomach. If you’re unsure of the reference, I’d like to think that the phrase “burn book” was inspired from Tina Fey’s movie “Mean Girls”; and if that’s the case, why is this even a thing? This definitely calls out straight-up unprofessionalism if you joined a group called Nellis Burn Book. Even though I’m not part of this group, it sounds like the type of group where immature people go to air out or talk crap about people on-base. Everyone has their own opinions and beliefs about people, but sometimes its best just to keep it to yourself because you never know who it’ll affect.


That’s all I have to say about this event, and I hope that she does not embody what you now think about members of the military. On her behalf, I truly apologize to those that were affected, because they don’t deserve the level of treatment she may bestow upon them. What were your thoughts when you saw this rant?


Why you probably won’t profit off of blogging/vlogging

[Updated 26 Dec 17 – This post’s name was changed from “Blogging/vlogging (don’t quit your day-time job, kid)” to “Why you probably won’t profit off of blogging/vlogging. The “It takes money to make money” section was added.]


Last night, I mentioned to my husband that I started up yet another blog. His response was a very audible groan… Okay, I get it. Its not the fact that he’s unsupportive, its the fact that I have literally stated this to him almost a million times before. Being able to stay at home (alone, with no children, of course) and get paid to update my blog/vlog would be an absolute dream job for me; buuuuuut, lets be completely real here. Here’s some honest reasons why you shouldn’t put all of your eggs in the blogging/vlogging business and think you can make it big.

Those famous bloggers/vloggers didn’t get instant fame – Face it, we live in a world where we demand instant gratification, instant reward, instant whatever… This is literally the prime reason lots of bloggers/vloggers, including me, have failed before you. You cannot and should not expect instant fame and success when you start up your blog/vlog. Sometimes, it takes a couple posts, or even a thousand posts, before you’re discovered and have a steady number of followers… But if you’re that determined in making a name for yourself this way, you could buy a domain and try a hand at advertising your blog. That always has its risk and benefits, but still keep it in your mind that you need to put some work into it in order to achieve some sort of “fame.

You need to be interesting – This may very well offend people but, I DON’T CARE. This is some honest piece of advice, whether you want to hear it or not. Sometimes we get a great idea to run with (Ex: I had an idea to create a blog around my love for my FujiFilm Instax cameras), but then you end up finding yourself running out of ideas to keep things relevant. In order to stick out of the crowd, which is essentially what blogging/vlogging is all about, you have to be creative… Now, some people also push the envelope way too far in trying to maintain their relevancy and to entertain their followers. A LOT of YouTubers have done pretty ridiculous things to be famous, and that has come at a price, unfortunately.

You really need the time and dedication – I say this primarily with vlogging in mind. I suppose blogging fits into this well considering you have to write what you want to say in a way that will keep people interested. Writer’s block is a REAL thing. I’ve had this on-again, off-again relationship with vlogging. I truly love doing it, but it takes more time editing your video than actually filming it. I’d say it probably took me a good couple hours editing videos for my YouTube channels before I threw in the towel.

It takes money to make money – Although NOT completely impossible, it is difficult to make money off of a free blog. You can use keywords that would be searchable on Google or other search engines, but just think about how many other blogs would pop up before yours. Blog servers, such as WordPress, has packages you can purchase to upgrade your blog so you can be seen by more viewers, and also find a means to make money… However, before you start making payments towards a blog, you still have to make sure you have the time and commitment in maintain said blog.

Be mindful to your future self – Digging up information for just about anyone has become a cinch; therefore, you should probably be careful on what you say or do on your blogs/vlogs. Sometimes, you can take things back… Granted, if you don’t really have a huge follower population or your post didn’t get a huge spike of attention. Either way, most things can’t be taken back now-a-days on the internet. Imagine going to an interview for your dream job, and your boss found a video of you getting absolutely obliterated from keg stands… Awkward.

So there you have it, my reasonings of why making blogging/vlogging a profession just won’t work. Have you encountered other reasons why blogging/vlogging didn’t work out for you?